sick little game of decisions

I want only You satisfied,
my personal desires and logic aside.
I can’t see the answer,
these options keep changing.
I have nowhere to turn
nor one to speak the truth.
Only You, in Your all-knowing expertise,
can lead me in this sick little game.
This sick little game of blind leading the blind.
You are the only one gifted with eyes that can see.
The rest of us are just confident in our ignorance.
I’m beginning to realize,
This is a losing battle and I’m going to end up in the ditch.
Number my steps and give me direction,
lead me in Your ways.
What I want is of no significance.
I want only You satisfied.